Flastros, what do you think?

Can the Astros put together a 10-game winning streak or something big like that?

They'll need to produce something spectacular if they want to get back into the NL Wild Card race, much less the division race which I don't even pay attention to anymore.

I'm trying my best to believe as I hold on to any type of positive hope I can find.

I really need to keep believing like I used to.

I'm still the same energetic guy I was in 2005 ( mind wise for example ), but I can't summon the physical strength I used to have back then. Sometimes I feel like it's my fault the Astros lose so much, because I'm not doing my best to support them like I used to.

The best I can do now a days is watch the Astros on television. That's just not good enough to be honest with you. I need to either be at the games in person ( at Minute Maid Park ) or I need to be posting 100 or 200 times during each game thread like I used to.

But I just don't have that type of physical energy anymore. Leaving my house and going out and having a good time is hard for me to do right now ( dance clubs, sporting events, or just to walk around the park, playing basketball or whatever ), and those fun things are challenges for me and not fun like they're supposed to be.

Heck, there are times I want to post a lot ( I got my hands itching to type a lot ), but after one or two posts I'm breathing hard and already worn down.

I've been posting lately in ten or eleven different forums on Yuku, meeting a ton of new people. But it's getting incredibly hard for me to keep up with everybody.

Something as simple as hello or goodbye ( reaching out to hundreds of people ) isn't as easy as I thought it would be. It's already wearing me down physically. The hours I'm spending on my computer can be fun but extremely exhausting as well. Perhaps I just need to take some time off to re-energize myself again, but if I do that I'll just feel guilty for letting so many people down.

I don't know what to do anymore. I can go watch more Frasier reruns on my DVD collection. About the one old show that can make me laugh and feel good. Anything to get me through another day. All I want to do is see the 2008 Houston Texans play. I'm going to seriously cry tears of joy if I can make it to September the 7th and see the Houston Texans playing the Pittsburgh Steelers on CBS. If that happens, I'll know there is hope in this world.

I keep thinking September is just around the corner, but it's really not. June is taking a long time to pass by, and we're not even in July or August yet.

Last Edited By: JustWinStros Jun 21 08 7:18 AM. Edited 1 times.